SoItsBittersweet

the honesty has left me to exposed.

Sat, 21 Nov 2009 12:38:00 GMT

and honestly,
whats the point.
talkin is pointless.
its best when no ones knows.

sometimes, when i die. i write shit and post them out days later...

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 11:41:43 GMT

And she built up all these defenses

Oh she built up a whole suit of armor so that nothing could hurt her

Then one stupid mistake.

One stupid person

wanders into her stupid life...

and she decides to give him her everything.

He didn't ask for it

She just gave it

Then one stupid day comes,

where he kisses her and smiles at her

And from there she finally realized that her life wasn't hers anymore.

Love took her hostage

It got inside of her.

It ate her and left her crying in the darkness

It Hurts.

Not just in imagination.

Not just in the mind

It;s a soul-hurt,

a real get-inside-you-and-rip-you-apart pain.

rock bottom.

Thu, 29 Oct 2009 11:57:23 GMT

and your stonger than you give credit for
its funny how you think that i am
cause quite franklyy your handlin this situation better than i am
and maybe im ignorant to admit i made a mistake
and maybe i miss you
and maybe i wish that i never did what i did
so what
lifes a bitch.
i personally learnt that life is not fair
so maybe i should get used to it.
one things for sure
i'll always be here
even if you may not think so
i also may be in love with you
but thats something i will never let you know
but im sure it will come out in time if you wait
mannn
thats all we seem to do these days
wait.
yeah ill wait.
i'll wait. just like you did for me
you may not feel the same anymore.
thats okay
i guess.
theres enough memories that i can live on

im not so much upset anymore
jsut cold.

you.

Sun, 04 Oct 2009 13:59:27 GMT

And yeah sometimes she wishes things were different
yeah she sometimes wonders why she did it
and she most definately wonders if the change was really necessary
And yeah she thinks about you all the time.
i personally think think you underestimate how much she cares about you.
just open your eyes nd realise. shes not going anywhere,

Flores.

Sun, 04 Oct 2009 13:31:05 GMT

And i see mystery in their eyes.
That behind all the smiles and laughter, there is harship and pain.
Yes they do have a story to tell and i bet you, youll be astonished at the struggle they have lived.
and maybe they brought this hardship upon themselves,
afterall success isn't handed to you like a present.

Grandfinal

Sun, 04 Oct 2009 13:22:19 GMT

So tonight she stood in front of 82 000 people showing them a part of her that will never leave her. She poured her heartand soul into movement that noone but her will ever understand. Yes a once and a lifetime feelin, where for once in her normal life she felt infinite.

NRL GRANDFINAL '09
ps. can't believe the eels lost. gahh they suck balls!

Lets say

Fri, 02 Oct 2009 08:05:30 GMT

Lets just say that change is never easy. and that adapting to something new isnt easy either. Lets just say that letting go was harder than i thought. and let me just say that im sorry.

And im real angry at myself for weakening... im really angry at the fact that i wasnt strong like you ... and im real angry because i couldnt keep the promise you really wanted me to keep.

Can i tell you that you havent left my mind? Or that you mean the world to me.. Can i tell you Jelal that my love is unconditional and that even though it comes in a different form, its quantity hasnt change..
can i also mentionn that im a massive cheezz nd that i hate it :P
haha jks jks
okayy back to seriousness.
orr nott!.... :P
wooo your real special to me :)
hahah nd i have my baby girl on repeat.
nd you got me crying like a pussy.
but we all know whose the bigger pussy out of the two of us :P
haha jks jks
dedicated to you my boo :)
Let's say; i love you... 2 ;)

gahh its been a while

Sun, 13 Sep 2009 09:23:52 GMT

From meeting new people to losing people some people, lets juz say that change is always evident. its always occuring whether we like it or not... Lets say time is limited. lets say that we have to make the most of time, for we can spend it, but not keep it. Use it, but not own it but most importantly, you can loose it, but never gain it back.

so what do you do with your time?

do you waste it?
or make the most of it?

All good ;)

Sun, 23 Aug 2009 11:41:48 GMT

haha not so angry no more....
gots tha phone call peoplzz :)
heheeh she loves him
he keeps her going.
she dont want nobody else.
so back off bitches.
hes taken :)

FML!

Fri, 21 Aug 2009 14:21:32 GMT

You just cant get peoples hopes up man!
far outt
three dayss my ass!
ohh how she just wants to grab your head nd smash it against a brick wall
gahhhh!!!
she didnt want to talk to you anways.
your just full of shit
bullshit...

ps. she feels stupid. she looked forward to something so fucken pointless....
dont bother..
its alrightt...
all the shit shes going through.
it doesnt matter.
its all good.
yeahh just take it easyy mate
no worries

angry, fustrated, upset nd most of all disapointed...
never again will she ever let you affect her like this.
she deserves better than that......

up yours bitch
a little message from her to you
kthanksbye...