And she built up all these defenses

Oh she built up a whole suit of armor so that nothing could hurt her

Then one stupid mistake.

One stupid person

wanders into her stupid life...

and she decides to give him her everything.

He didn't ask for it

She just gave it

Then one stupid day comes,

where he kisses her and smiles at her

And from there she finally realized that her life wasn't hers anymore.

Love took her hostage

It got inside of her.

It ate her and left her crying in the darkness

It Hurts.

Not just in imagination.

Not just in the mind

It;s a soul-hurt,

a real get-inside-you-and-rip-you-apart pain.